[[ YAY! I PASSED MY PIANO EXAM!!! YAY! GRADE 7 PRACTICAL CERT!!! YAY!! ]]

im so happy.. like cuz on that day its like i was complaining to everybody who smsed me that im gonna fail my piano exam.. den its like.. the examiner also like very wad...so in the end its like.. i thought she was gonna fail me.. den i started to lose confident and stuff.. i went out crying like i was gonna fail and its the end.. and my brother went out and said he performed quite well... IN THE END HE FAILED...

see the diff? lol

anyways.. I LOVE HIM.

lol figure that out. LOL

haha heck.,. anyways... started to play audition.. wei hao coach me.. lol.. i lvled...? at least now im better.. but i still cant process the keys and arrows in my brain fast... in the end i keep missing... haiz... muz practice more...

erm...my hair sux? its like so damn frizzy when i dun tie it up.. gets oily easily.. omg..

oh and i didnt sleep today until like 450 or sumthin.. and i woke up at 730... i only slept for like 2 hours or sumthin.. haiz... nobody pei wo.. i still remember last time.. so fun... but not possible to get it back le... and i still remember.. we'll be friends till we are 30 years old... ah well... who knows.. anyways.............

hmmm.. haiz.. i wanna go out.. dun wanna stay at home.. i miss the times... i remember last year...

memories are coming back to me.. i have no idea why.. but.. it seems like i still cant forget the past althou i think ive moved on... is it suppose to be lidat?

pple whom i dun give attitude to thinks that i gave them attitude... den pple keep misunderstanding my words.. whats happening to me.. and i that '' unclear '' ? it seems as if ive lost my ability to translate properly... hmmm...

i wanna say out how i feel... but im still not sure.. and im not sure if the other party was thinking the same thing as me or not.. den in the end so paiseh i didnt say out...

I WANT ANSWERS!!

haiz... im confusing the shit outta myself again...

oh and i realised my blood is swEET >.<

nice tasting..

er wait im no vamp... so dun worry.. lol..

suddenly i love the sight of damn sadistic things happening in front of me now.. i dunno why.. i mean although i might have sadistic thoughts i dun wanna witness it but now....... er ok la...

i dun believe in the decisions i make anymore..

i start to regret... what ive allowed to happen...

if i didnt allow it den no confusions will come out and i dun nid to find answers..

as i said.. being to obsessed is not good..
and being to interested is.....

ah well.... AND I WUN TURN DESPERATE LARX.

hmmm.. what else...?

I MISS HIM LIKE SHIT SHIT SHIT.
IS THIS SUPPOSE TO HAPPEN?
i feel as if im gonna faint...

*pukes*

urgh... eeewwwwwww.....

*rubs eyes*

i still dun feel tired....

im not tired of life yet.. im not physically nor mentally tired....

i miss everythin that use to happen when i didnt want it to happen...

oh man...

I miss him...

no not that him!

Its that him!!!

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